test me and know my anxious thoughts." Psalm 139:23
"From heaven he made you hear his voice to discipline you. On earth he showed you his great fire, and you heard his words from out of the fire. 37 Because he loved your forefathers and chose their descendants after them, he brought you out of Egypt by his Presence and his great strength, 38 to drive out before you nations greater and stronger than you and to bring you into their land to give it to you for your inheritance, as it is today." Deuteronomy 4:36-38
This song by Brit Nicole really says so much.... of how I have been feeling, and how I feel right now.
I often play it in my car while I am driving, turned up loud, with one hand on the wheel and the other stretched out in surrender as I sing it with all my heart....
I hope it speaks to and encourages you. It really does sum it all up for me.